Jamie Foxx- Heaven

I'm 21 and I've never been in love before.

I guess in order to love, you need to know what real love is.
And that real love is God.

It's a very hard concept to grasp, this God thing.
Because we are human and need to "see" in order to believe.
But that is where faith comes in... with faith comes prayer.

How can you give someone your whole heart when you can't even give it to God first?
How can you say that you trust someone completely without trusting in Him fully?

WITH THAT BEING SAID.
Honestly, I'm scared to give my all to Him. hahaa. I don't even know what I'm praying to sometimes.. but all I know is this: When I do pray, I feel that peace. I feel that security. And I do feel loved.

I don't know what is stopping me from believing, He's called me so many times.
I know in my heart that he has reached out to me and I've shoved him away for worldly things.


People cannot give me half of what God can give me. Money cannot buy me half of what God has given me.

I don't know Him as much as I did before, but I am willing to again.
Without God as the center of everything, everything will fall apart.


& I just realized that the happiest moments in my life were when I prayed unceasingly to Him.
God is greater than me.. I think I'm going to have to give in this time.


I would rather live my life as if there is a God, and die to find out there isn't, than live my life as if there isn't, and die to find out there is.




Waiting for that day when God shows me what he's been preparing for me.
My heart supposedly isn't ready for it yet.. hahah.

not feelin it sometimes... what do i do?